particular location- a desert or expanse of beach | the tension of “re-organizing anatomy” | patterns (in movement and topography) | retreat | hidden and difficult tasks | outside forces at work | multiple attempts at the same thing | gathering and parting, repeated motifs | segmenting the parts of the body, isolating, attending to… | texture of air or space | lulling, entrancing | wing span broad strokes | eyes leading eyes | continuous diminishing | “wilderness” of the watcher, the space to move into one’s own “wilderness” | arrival, with a question mark (?) | shifts of tension in fingers and hands | something happening to you, versus more direct agency | inaudible breathing | the quality of attention had a sense of being able to go on forever | Not exposing logic, opacity. | what is my relationship to “virtuosity?” efficiency? efficacy? Working out my relationship with ballet in a way that is NOT generic.